Thursday 7 February 2013

i'm trying to be?

assalamualaikum...

it's february.. yo!
nak wish3x.. happy belated besday to Sappewali ( 4th feb), Aisyah Mus (5th Feb), n BLack a.k.a Erwin today... semoga panjang umurmu seiring pertambahan amalmu.. amin ya rabb..

k.. aq skang mang sangat kusut.. sebab byk benda dlm pikiran.. huhu..
when laa, this all things wanna go away? haha..

ari ne da 7hb kan.. means da lima ari after i'm moved out from ma previous house.. hehehe.. ne da masuk kali ke brapa da aq pindah.. huhu.. yea, well u know la.. t adew masa aq citer pasal uma2 yang da aq duduki slama aq dok klate ne dhe..

but, wanna know the reason i'm moved out this time..? i think many of u know da reason? hands up high! haha.. and yes. i fought with ma housemate a.k.a besties a.k.a classmates..

and u know? the reason of all this? aq sendiri pown ndak pasti.. i think i've hurt them deeply.. yea.. is that so? i dunno la.. mungkin ada hikmah sebalik semua ne.. susah kan law kawan sendiri da meluat tgk kitew.. friends become enemies..

besala kan law bkawan mesti banyak salah paham.. but, can't u be more understandable with ur own pwens? didn't u love u pwens? i love ma pwens! n it hurt's me to treat ma pwens like that (u know how).. try to accept ur pwen as they r.. nobody's perfect..

walau apa pon yang sua berlaku, if its really n wholly, that i am the only out who makes mistakes and hurts u, n i am really unforgivable.. just stay blame me n don't forgive me then...nilai la aq ikut penilaian kamu sendiri.. its u, me and ALLAH knows the truth..

terima kasih da bagi aq peluang rasai pengalaman ini..

apa pown yang koe da bwat ngan aq, aq sakit ati ka, aq nanges ka, aq bwat bodo sak ka, aq telan sak semua kata2 mu, koe sedar ataw endak, koe ungkit2 pasal salah qu, koe cerita2 pasal aq, koe merungut kenal ngan aq... mulai saat ne aq maw lupakan semua.. aq xmaw simpan2 dalam ati.. koerang xpena wat salah ngan aq.. anggap la macam tu..

i'm just a simple person.. just do whatever u wants.. live freely..n i know i'm that BAD GIRL. don't deserve to be ur pwen.. its owkey..i have no regrets for being friend of yours.. cuma sayangnya antara kita skang hanya ada rasa saket ati.. please, nobony can handle u.. and life's goes on..

already forgiven?
don't be shy to say SORRY..


p/s: this is the things i hate the most.. tapi ALLAH uji aq.. sabar la wahai atie..

through lonelinEss~~

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